Baki
She/Her
18
December 21
Saffron City
Bi
Gym Leader
Officer
oceans of angels, oceans of stars, down by the sea is where you drown your scars
ISOLATION [M]
POSTED ON Jan 2, 2024 2:07:10 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","petalbasetsu"] [attr="class","star1tsu"] [attr="class","circleoutline1tsu"] [attr="class","starimgtsu"] [attr="class","star2tsu"]Baki stands motionless at her desk, back to Isaac, reading the same label over and over as the man's words echo through her head. [break][break] The thought never occurred to her, to be proud of anything. [break][break] Far as she was concerned, the world had written her off long ago. She was happy to go along with their assessment. Navy had reached out a hand to save her, but he was the only one. The one single person who could see the good in her, who saved her from a terrible fate she probably deserved.[break][break] She'd been alright with that. He was an exception. An aberration. Just cause she could trust him, that didn't mean she needed to trust the world that turned its back on her. She'd protect it, but only out of spite. To show she was better than all the people who didn't care.[break][break] But now... now that there was more than one person saying these sorts of things, he didn't feel like an exception anymore. [break][break] That made her feel ill.[break][break] "... Sure."[break][break] She flicks the vial and places it aside. Analysis will come later, whether anything could be gleaned from it or not. She picks up the tea bowl next to her, and a little smile appears inside it. [break][break] "Midori, give Merlo a cup of tea."[break][break] It takes all her willpower to stop her voice from shaking. She'd become so good at giving off the impression of someone in control, pretending she was cool, calm, collected. Now he was seeing the cracks, pieced together from being broken so many times. Like the kintsugi holding Midori together.[break][break] The Sinistcha happily pours a cup and sets it down next to Isaac, giving him an encouraging glance as it watches excitedly for his reaction on tasting her enchanted matcha.[break][break] "You know, I..."[break][break] Baki's voice catches in her throat. There's so much she wants to say, but she's afraid of saying more. How much could she reveal, before he changed his tune? Maybe his false confidence she was a good person was fine to stick around for the time being. Maybe she'd let him believe that for a bit, before she burst that bubble.[break][break] "I still think of the people I hurt. Every day. It makes me sick knowing they're still out there, doing the same thing whether I'm there or not.[break][break]
"I was bad, but I was replaceable. That's why... I do all these things. [break][break]
"It's not pride. There's nothing to be proud of there. Knowing I did that, stopping more people like me, cause I know the ins and outs of it, know the kinda person it all turns you into... it's just self-satisfaction. That's it."[break][break] Cause people like her have no right to exist. [break][break] [attr="class","star3tsu"] [attr="class","petalpoketsu"] [attr="class","rouxcredittsu"] ♠[newclass=.petalbasetsu]font:11px roboto;--accent:#d5bed2;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalbasetsu]max-width: 450px; height: auto;border: 1px solid #1a1a1a; border-radius: 10px; overflow: hidden; background: #252525; [/newclass] [newclass=.star1tsu]border-radius: 10px 10px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 220px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/r3Sgi2E.png), rgb(160, 132, 155, 0.65); background-blend-mode: luminosity; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: contain; display: flex; justify-content: center; align-items: center;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimgtsu]width: 100px; height: 100px; position: relative; border-radius: 100%; object-fit: cover;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimgtsu img]height:100px;width:100px;border-radius:100%;[/newclass] [newclass=.star2tsu]width: 350px; padding: 20px; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify; color: #eee; margin: 20px 0px 20px 0px; border-radius: 5px;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoketsu]text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; [/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoketsu img]margin-top:0px; [/newclass] [newclass=.circleoutline1tsu]border-radius: 100%; width: 120px; height: 120px; background: var(--accent); opacity: 0.3; position: absolute; [/newclass] [newclass=.star2tsu b]font-weight: bold; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star2tsu i]text-decoration:italic; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star3tsu] border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 50px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/r3Sgi2E.png), rgb(160, 132, 155, 0.65); background-blend-mode: luminosity; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: contain; display: flex; text-align:center;[/newclass] [newclass=.rouxcredittsu]align:right; color:#AB4646; font-size:10px; text-align:right; padding:10px; [/newclass]
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